sunday - feeling lonely? tired? exposed?

is it sundays or is it not seeing David or what that makes me feel lonely. i may take a bike ride to get rid of the lonliness. TED not answered. afraid he offended by my X-rated video. i'm feeling lonely BECAUSE i'm TIRED!!! take a nap in a PRIVATE place. NOT your computer room. NOT PRIVATE! also sobbing tears + shaking body = fine again. GOOD LESSONS.