David has moved out. i feel a kind of PANIC and a bit of anger too. he went on about him being there for me and now i'm completely on my own AGAIN. i would far prefer to be completely in charge of my finances, etc.. i've been fearful for so long it's not surprising that i feel this way. it's unrealistic to think that all of my old feeling have disappeared.
about TED - i want to curtail this daily stuff. so it's good that he's gone back to work. i'm going OUT to get my printer ink today (or get another printer that isn't so bloody expensive to run).
keep this. good record of my feelings and moods as i go through these major life changes.
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