do ancestry with Linda's geneology

i decided to forget ancestry.com - costs money. got a message from About archaeology but it sure wasn't personal. 11th century is not 700bc to 0ad. that was a waste of time. read about sites and see video again and make your wool jacket. starting to feel bad again. went to bed and slept for 3 hours but seemed to be too short. fear that my sleep thing is not working. also had another frightful day at Richmond Centre. i think i was just TOO HOT. need to try and wear shoes when taking the bus and waiting around for things in the cold, damp air. got a slight cough from going from super hot mall into cold, damp outside. was JUST FINE on my afternoon walk with sandals, socks, big sweatshirt and regular plaid pants. starting into my fear thing again. fear of the fear. trying to get all involved in some new project seems to lead to disappointment. so try to take one project at a time. finish it. then move onto another project. LOOKING FORWARD TO SPRING! everyone out and walking dogs, a lot of people are around and i hope to feel good (not perfect) by then. hope to solve my weird feeling in malls. test out being TOO HOT.